Healings

MATTHEW 9:22: Jesus turned and saw her. "Take heart, daughter," he said, "your faith has healed you." And the woman was healed from that moment.

God showed me this scripture a week ago and He hasn't let it slip my mind one day since. This woman had a blood disease for 12 years! But she had faith to be healed if she touched Jesus' hem. And because of her faith she was healed!!

I have felt like God has been trying to show me somewhere in my life where, if I have faith, I will be healed. I think I have been getting pretty good at trusting Him with our finances. It's been almost 9 months of living off of unemployment and faith that God will provide extra finances just so we can live. And by now, I must say, it's become pretty easy to ask God and give it all over to Him to provide. So, what area was he showing me now that I needed to have faith with. God has been showing me the past few days of where my faith needs to improve:

He has been opening my eyes up more and more to personal issues I have never resolved, just shoved further and further down. Things from my past that I have carried with me and these things are now effecting the relationship with my children and even relationships with others around me. This is becoming really scary for me. I am scared to see what He is going to show me, but I am extremely excited to get to the other side.

With this scripture and this line from a song from Fireflight: "Sometimes it's hard to just keep going, but faith is moving without knowing. Forget the fear it's just a crutch that tries to hold you back and turn your dreams to dust. All you need to do is just TRUST" I am ready, only with God's help, to defeat Satan. Satan will no longer be allowed to take a hold of any part of my life.