I haven't slept well the past few weeks. Can you tell? It's after 11pm and I'm posting a blog! I want to be sleeping right now! But I can't seem to get a blog out of my mind, and I think I'm realizing why:
Someone I have recently started looking up to posted a blog about feeling the butterflies. Basically, he realized he kinda became "bored", in a sense, with his walk. He realized that God was leading him somewhere for His purpose. An uncomfortable zone that God often puts us to stretch us and use us for what He wants.
With everything that has happened since October (read past blogs if you are not familiar) I realized just how comfortable I was with life. Everyday I had a routine with my girls while my hubby brought in the dough. I have come to put my trust in God and not be so stressed with how bills will get paid and where we will get food. And now, I'm comfortable with that. Ugh...can't I just get a little comfortable, please?
I was okay with the recent decision to move, until this past week. I could not figure out why I was not sleeping, why I am sick, why I feel so miserable all day!!! And finally, when I opened up my ears long enough, He told me: "I need you to trust me with this move. It's for MY kingdom, not for you to be comfortable. I want you to stretch yourself and learn more".
I heard it so many times that this is the perfect time to move, and start fresh. It's all pulling together and I have a stomach FULL of butterflies!!! I'd like to think they will go away soon, but I know He'll have another plan for us.
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