Desperation

I'm so frustrated with life right now. It seems like we were finally seeing the light at the end and now we've been thrown back down the flight of stairs again. We took a financial class about a month ago and we were so thrilled that with our tax return we were able to put away money for our baby step one and work on our debt snowball. Well, that didn't last long.

I can't figure out why, but we're getting behind on things again! We had to use some of our "emergency fund" just to make our mortgage payment. It killed me to have to do that! We thought we would sell my car, get a "beater" car and use the money for knocking down our debt. Well, we haven't gotten one single inquire about it! I've been told our home is the talk of the office, it's getting so many calls for showings. Then why doesn't any one put an offer in! No one has even given us any negativity on it, so I can't fix what they might not like! And of course the struggle for a job and getting income that way is still frustrating.

I don't know how many times I can take crying to God for help in this situation. It feels like it's just becoming over bearing. I hate living like this. I want to get into a place of financial peace and bless others! I don't want to worry about if we can pay all the bills this month or if we have enough for milk or food. I don't want my children to have to have state funded health insurance because we're so poor!

Oh, and I forgot to add about stupid car inspections! It's a 2007, it shouldn't need to get inspected! Grr! Why does the government think we have all this money to shell out?

GOD, IF YOU'RE LISTENING, PLEASE HELP GET US OUT OF HERE! I'm desperate.